It's Suv!

Play and pretend I am fine, Where I look, Doubts take a swig on me, Ask me on which piece I stand, Clarity they say is taught not bought, Whether the heart or mind says, You don't belong here, Debating all on myself, Here I am seeking where I am, Time's a past, Clock's to strike midnight, Cinderella got no time to decide, Opening hearts take space to heal, But she needs to know Pray hath I stay, There's some answer beneath the raze, Something delving deep and out, Words could only hide what they say, Ostentatious, wherever I go, Hurting, threatening people aboard, Maybe there isn't one answer, Or there is none at all, What's worse than a lost chance, What's better than a unskipped thought, Tell me your answer, I won't stay long

Never seen a knife look so pretty, With sharp edged reapers, dreaming of cuts on skin, Bloody red gash lines, I wish I never had to exist Plitany of disappointment I sleep and awake with a knife above, Compelling me to cut once, Lie I am fine, none will guess Most will be glad I'm rid How I wish I could act on thoughts Not fear the fear, Alas, my time has come Either I will be dead or hurt Or a loony that didn't follow my words Death, o death when will you take me away? The earth finds me a burden Rat poison failed me or it's a false memory Ate toxic stuff and vomit saved me Want something eternal, painful for misery I inflicted on others Punish me, hurt me, cast me in hell But even hell can't tolerate me The random poem that runs in my head, All the time, wishing my end,  Vague and vogue, always wrong,  Twisted mess of a human  Run and rush there's nowhere to go A wondrous exterior with lacklustre interior Pretend and play, that's what you know There's no b...

Wrecking ball Wrecking ball Who needs you? Eh! Wrecking ball Wrecking ball Aye! Who ever wants you? Solid to melt to mess Goopy, slurpy, slushy waste Spilled all over my dress Cabaret says you should be smart My grades tell me to rethink cabaret Superficial inside, nothing on the outside A piece of meat worth some dust Throw sense, scorch earth No one even cares Two time, three time wait A blinking full time bitch Sneaking, sipping up some coffee Sleeping, waking, nope wasting time Informals, formals pad the out Score, pride, shame paint out black Gaze me, hate me, spit upon me Self love, value, respect outta window House of poker cards One gust and I am dead Look at me look at me Aren't I soo perfect? One stare inside, my lord You pass away Wrecking ball Wrecking ball Who needs you? Eh! Wrecking ball Wrecking ball Aye! Who ever wants you? Loving you is a horrid mistake Whoever did invites pain Trust I broke Web rendered sticky-less I am the spider and my own fly Devouring myself i...

 Maybe I will never know your name again All this play will just fade away Grinding steel instead of shattered planes Ghastly sight once upon a melody Ebbing flows graze the crack surface Bleating harken in a butcher's gaze Just a random line dropped again Making its way through the phase Where the leaf falls another shoots Glacial cries flipping over floody dooms Nicks, marks, harms loom murky Sound is one, the bird is other

Cursed and lost Now I'm aloft The swan in lake Now is a flake Her feathers doubt  And gunned down Past beyond the senses Couldn't pay it with pences Shorn of shame Game's a blame Rank your pick And choose the steak One dies for other to strive The snake is now The show of valour Values morals running about Telling to think it around Words that hold no depth What's the point of birth If you cause pain Terror, panic in the plain Glass of sliver observes The blinks of curves Milling out your feeble words

  The one destined, Is a shawty mess, Before current roomba, There was another saga, Dumpers now want their mess, Classmate who hires friends, And threaten me up, Blast my phone like firecrackers, Me choosing random was a fault, Random homie doesn't want me, Swaps me 3-4 times, Got the room of no venti, Mess garbage everywhere, Her lover my ex date, Atleast got same music tastes, Her fights with her lover, Cringe funny cornucopia, Me getting annoyed, Atleast she ain't an absentee Fine with late night wakings For late rush assigns Bed clutters of used clothes, Table choked with garbage woes, Now under my bed, Is her mess, I give up, Atleast I got a roomie Who won't leave me

 Pop the villain I'm the villain Pop the villain I'm the villain So, huh, you think You are right, nuh? Catapulting the mistakes, and up Rumours swirling too many and it's bruh Losing count of them hairs gulp Bleaching for the fairness Preaching for forgiveness I don't take plea deals I simply rip them End the plea negotiates Blinking thinking what's wrong Say I am the protagonist Clearly someone's in denial I'd rather say Please yes no plead Grades are masterpiece Relations are blandly grave I love to say Pop the villain I'm the villain Pop the villain I'm the villain

 Tried to set it right A wish a desire now no more Year long longings bore no fruit Dreading myself in reddish hues I'm gonna switch it up for you Now that you blue I don't get it anyway Finality too bleak Technical I am ending up to be Saw all your dues and your quality loose Love is adrift inconvenience Bring up your hordes and shove it up the Louvre Sunken fallacy is a next Thoughts broken up in rest Say peace and I'm out loud Break the glass never was a plasma Switching up the positions for you Now that you knew and it's too few Not gonna wallow in self pity Guilt is a dramedy In the midst of all this, there is no one me

 Is it hard, my love? Is it fair, my love? You could never see What I felt In the long steps and beyond Where the snakes tie up the legs Boundaries that prefer to shrink Closure is what I sought and got Murky and lot murkier Maybe you weren't that meant to be Texts that only rambled to me Feeling a void, and pretend its not Did you even care for me? Love, lust all just a play The first one always valued Did you cry each day Pondering a dead soul Everything that pervades And you have no clue