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Just a Friend

 I'm just a friend, You never see me I'm just a friend, Who looks upon you You think I am so nice You forgot I was born blind Cant see any other way Nothing below your mind Nothing beyond a friend It's like maybe I'm a bad guy Maybe I'm a bad girl Maybe I'm a savage  Crying like a freak Don't be shy Since no one ever loved me Don't be shy since I know only hate

Jealousy

 You'd wish once He'll smile back at you Not hanging out with her A date for prom and now a sister Boy it hurts known him only for three weeks Jealousy is creeping in Know I'm supposed to be nice & meek The way you glimmer in her eyes The way you laugh when she smiles Caressing each other Together in library Me seeing it from behind Got Thermo & Bio quizzes Yet I can't focus Maybe you are just studying together And I'm putting 2 and 2 together Jealousy Jealousy My heart is weeping Jealousy Jealousy My heart is bleeding Jealousy jealousy My heart is angry Jealousy jealousy Why did you meet me again?

Principle

Morning evening night they say I am my worst enemy Short nails? Oh she's a biter Laughing out loud all the time Hiding what she despairs Social creature soo lonely It's the principle I am fine thinking I'm hurting my mind Hear me See me screaming Shout she's a monster Sad and happy always Portraying different shades Skin recedes sometimes Pimple bleeding like a faucet How many times did I flip? Golden lark in her cage. Doomed to be locked away She hates herself Despices her desires When people say they're fine I get soo much envy Wish to inject them with ivy Pussy!  Such a scaredy Don't mock me a comedy It's the principle I am fine thinking I'm fucking my mind Hear me see me hurt me Call it always my fault Hear me see me hurt me Call it always my fault

Soda Lemon Masala Season

 Walking along a tight rope Depth into the perihelion What a show you put up Bewitching my naive brain Masquerading everything your heart belays Me being soo open Becoming a revolving door Hiding away stretches From the insolent me Just no and time Made you bleed in fury Putting knife over my chest Pushing me to be soo yours Tripping up a lady over Crows claim to spread my stores When I told it was only yours Lost a friend and senior Pains are sprinkled All over the lore Thought I finally Forgot you Then why did you respond To the dandelion's fuzz? When you clearly didn't need it Stuck here drinking Soda lemon masala season

No One Knows

 No one knows what i want No one knows what i seek Everyone, everyone else Telling me what I should be It's like whether I'm a bad guy Maybe i am a bad girl Maybe I am that kind of bird All the thoughts aside You have lost  What you always wanted to be Anything could be easier But why the confusion Desires are dead Trying to lift up my head Weightlifting the expectations Love it all? I am just kidding

Cruel Joke

 My world is twirling like a cruel joke No one said it was real hope Dangling upon my dead soul Cursing upon a forgotten bole The heart got deep gashes And my boy keeps lashes A marionette doll twists head And it breaks into yours

Raccoon

 Paint! It's not mistake Hues of turquoise Grace the waves Swivelling water Draining inside Loud excited Vermillion skies Blinking bumbling Raccoons ashore Tripping over the Pebbles below