It's Suv!

 No one knows what i want No one knows what i seek Everyone, everyone else Telling me what I should be It's like whether I'm a bad guy Maybe i am a bad girl Maybe I am that kind of bird All the thoughts aside You have lost  What you always wanted to be Anything could be easier But why the confusion Desires are dead Trying to lift up my head Weightlifting the expectations Love it all? I am just kidding

 My world is twirling like a cruel joke No one said it was real hope Dangling upon my dead soul Cursing upon a forgotten bole The heart got deep gashes And my boy keeps lashes A marionette doll twists head And it breaks into yours

 Paint! It's not mistake Hues of turquoise Grace the waves Swivelling water Draining inside Loud excited Vermillion skies Blinking bumbling Raccoons ashore Tripping over the Pebbles below

 run away, run away,  meet me on a saturday,  kiss me on a sunday,  forget me on a monday, while away with me messing me up like i am your one and only caressing me  and claiming fears are nothing maybe i am just a dress doll to you sweet, pretty, vulnerable who will do everything for antics toxic for my life and yet she ponders over you you are a cut kite and still remembered after eons wishing for your return even when its dead a dancing white ghost which is roaming aimlessly

 Happy for one Sad for another  Crying laughing for all the others People say a two sided snitch  I just call it shades  O my gosh What have I done to myself  Serving off all my nobodies  And acting as their friends  Say you think of me  Yet I am reminded in doom A namesake candle  Only burnt in darkness  Forgotten during your joys  Pitied never for your ploys

 Don't you say Don't you say What you wanna say Save your cringe For far more worse day Don't begin again So you're a girl huh? Why is skin visible? Hide your bra strap Listen to what I say Don't talk too loud Boys? Avoid them! Tell us to ignore others But force us to dress for them What you are and what you show Is a big mockery It's like I'm a Ghost in my own country Ghost in my own body