It's Suv!

 I know it's moonlight Pretend it's still daytime Can't I call quits it Nothing will arise more than it did Sun that set will never shine again Muddling all my partial selves You won't ever see again Friends is all we'll ever be Rant, cry, anger around It will not be your fault I will learn and manage it myself Moulting caterpillar will flutter again Raise your hope for it to fall I cast the evil eye once again Character arc on its way New lessons to learn Adventure misadventures about to embark on Shedding off my old layer To discover a new shiny one beneath Thank you for all you taught Sorry it led to nothing more than this, that No labels left to name what remains None's fault, reminder of mismatched thoughts What's there left to say I am sorry but I am not, I guess Expectations funny thing Ring up everything till they collapse Have nothing left to say The flaw's in me, not you

Play and pretend I am fine, Where I look, Doubts take a swig on me, Ask me on which piece I stand, Clarity they say is taught not bought, Whether the heart or mind says, You don't belong here, Debating all on myself, Here I am seeking where I am, Time's a past, Clock's to strike midnight, Cinderella got no time to decide, Opening hearts take space to heal, But she needs to know Pray hath I stay, There's some answer beneath the raze, Something delving deep and out, Words could only hide what they say, Ostentatious, wherever I go, Hurting, threatening people aboard, Maybe there isn't one answer, Or there is none at all, What's worse than a lost chance, What's better than a unskipped thought, Tell me your answer, I won't stay long

Never seen a knife look so pretty, With sharp edged reapers, dreaming of cuts on skin, Bloody red gash lines, I wish I never had to exist Plitany of disappointment I sleep and awake with a knife above, Compelling me to cut once, Lie I am fine, none will guess Most will be glad I'm rid How I wish I could act on thoughts Not fear the fear, Alas, my time has come Either I will be dead or hurt Or a loony that didn't follow my words Death, o death when will you take me away? The earth finds me a burden Rat poison failed me or it's a false memory Ate toxic stuff and vomit saved me Want something eternal, painful for misery I inflicted on others Punish me, hurt me, cast me in hell But even hell can't tolerate me The random poem that runs in my head, All the time, wishing my end,  Vague and vogue, always wrong,  Twisted mess of a human  Run and rush there's nowhere to go A wondrous exterior with lacklustre interior Pretend and play, that's what you know There's no b...

Wrecking ball Wrecking ball Who needs you? Eh! Wrecking ball Wrecking ball Aye! Who ever wants you? Solid to melt to mess Goopy, slurpy, slushy waste Spilled all over my dress Cabaret says you should be smart My grades tell me to rethink cabaret Superficial inside, nothing on the outside A piece of meat worth some dust Throw sense, scorch earth No one even cares Two time, three time wait A blinking full time bitch Sneaking, sipping up some coffee Sleeping, waking, nope wasting time Informals, formals pad the out Score, pride, shame paint out black Gaze me, hate me, spit upon me Self love, value, respect outta window House of poker cards One gust and I am dead Look at me look at me Aren't I soo perfect? One stare inside, my lord You pass away Wrecking ball Wrecking ball Who needs you? Eh! Wrecking ball Wrecking ball Aye! Who ever wants you? Loving you is a horrid mistake Whoever did invites pain Trust I broke Web rendered sticky-less I am the spider and my own fly Devouring myself i...

 Maybe I will never know your name again All this play will just fade away Grinding steel instead of shattered planes Ghastly sight once upon a melody Ebbing flows graze the crack surface Bleating harken in a butcher's gaze Just a random line dropped again Making its way through the phase Where the leaf falls another shoots Glacial cries flipping over floody dooms Nicks, marks, harms loom murky Sound is one, the bird is other