It's Suv!

 The gun is shot, The horse doesn't want to run anymore, The jockey is angry, The spectators are shocked, The bets are lost, Boy! One whip and she's a dead horse. One whip and she's a dead horse. A new comer brings in, A sturdy mount and,  a graceful brown. She just runs and runs. The betters are happy, The jockey is showing off, The griddle is right, Way too reined in, She is way too tired, The gun is shot, The horse doesn't want to run anymore, The jockey is angry, The spectators are shocked, The bets are lost, One whip! But she throws him off! Kicks him till he is in ground, Gaddles away to be gracehorse, Gentle one, she is no more, No running, no weight bearing, No insults and no torture, She is now who she is, A shining mare in no one's lair

 I just want to let you say I don't want to hurt anyway  Blasting away in my mind Like a pearl in the sky  I just never wanna tell how much I wanna be with you I just never wanna tell  How much I'm gonna miss you Crashing upon the waves, Something just brought and took  away by time, It's just a nick on my skin, Leaves a scar and fades away  Wasn't it cruel to be paired together,  When it was never meant A paradoxical tragedy Set up in a malady

Love you but hate you Can't say all that's been Whizzing around Muddled up in my thoughts A smile is all I need Alas! You are long gone An entity that has lost It's address and grimace I  have grown numb To the abyss within A meet that never was My love or were you Just a figment Spellbound and mournful Yet blood falling Through my hands And crevices underneath Tainted forever By your stains I and i Can't feel can't read The miss lost her heels And her chills You are and you are not Laughing at your ambiguity

World is spinning around Think I am losing my mind Want to run away and snuggle to you But I question myself Is it worth the pain you give? When you act nice, You appear flawless But when things don't go your way Your anger scares me even more The torture you inflict Can't be seen by others You are the pain You are the balm I don't know If I need your safe Or save my life My heart is tearing up Should I stay Or should I run You are the one I dread and love Which side must I be? I have parted forever Your grief will remain together Am on the other side The bridge that held us collapsed Why do I think of you Even when you harm And are dangerous? The dumb girl is lost She is left alone Darkness has crept over She is scared and unnerved But she will manage on her own You taught me pain You taught me strength  I'll remember all of them When I forget you

 If you really didn't want me,  Why call me again? If you really didn't love me, Why hurt me again? I'm fine I'll say  Though I am not adding spice to wounds I see you unaffected  good for you again You can move on like its nothing I bend to pick up all the pieces. Your English boy! Is full of errors. Maybe the other girl was right I never manipulated Yet you put the blame.  Calling me selfish When I just wanted friends  Ha! I see it all now. You couldn't lord over me  Now you're so pissed This queen ain't bearing your shit Gaslighting is your strategy  Thought I was guilty Enjoy your life I got what I need  Your memory is a dirt Dirt is always cleared out.  My Vase is clean  and I am complete Don't need you again The world revolves around me Happiness is indeed without you