Confusion

World is spinning around

Think I am losing my mind

Want to run away and snuggle to you

But I question myself

Is it worth the pain you give?

When you act nice,

You appear flawless

But when things don't go your way

Your anger scares me even more

The torture you inflict

Can't be seen by others

You are the pain

You are the balm

I don't know

If I need your safe

Or save my life

My heart is tearing up

Should I stay

Or should I run

You are the one I dread and love

Which side must I be?

I have parted forever

Your grief will remain together

Am on the other side

The bridge that held us collapsed

Why do I think of you

Even when you harm

And are dangerous?

The dumb girl is lost

She is left alone

Darkness has crept over

She is scared and unnerved

But she will manage on her own

You taught me pain

You taught me strength 

I'll remember all of them

When I forget you

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