It's Suv!

 Blimp blamp! Dropped like a hot potato Claim you want me Then you ghost me The one time l left A girl in lurch She blasts on me She a drunkard Verified Once is a rumor Twice is a belief Thrice is truth Lashing out on me But did you know How much I endured? Rickety whoops! Constricting loops! Rickety whoops! Constricting loops! You hurt me Just because I said No for me Boy! It wasn't even Five fricking hours Till  said quits Now you serenading My friends to trick them To tell my number And call my bluff Of finding a roomie Since I got no homie

 You ain't an angel A devil straight from hell How did you ascend When only angels can descend Spouting nails wherever you go Squirming others with your crow Pinching blasting killing  Your vermin is preaching Bring the plaster And tape yourself Do us a favour And rip your flavour Sick of you being around Your dull face reeks of mourn Go dress and get a burn We don't want you Nor your crazy antics Senseless creature Don't you say you're a mess And claim that's not who you are Look at the mirror Don't you feel ashamed? No, you look at the mirror Then say your name They and me are me One and same quality Separating the shades Sparring them till both nigh  Someone is calling you They and I merge Act as a single person Smile beneath Destruction lies

 I don't care What others say I am my mother's bad daughter Jumping over rules And hurting her further Selfish as I am Not asking about doc's appointment Concerned with myself Think woe is me And world is just none just a pain of thorn A vase of knell Pandora's chest Of doom and well A Dumbo who lacks niceties Rule regulations Common sense strangulations Bitter and sober Throes of anger Guilt to build Flinch to quilt Didn't wish throbs Upon you Didn't do it wantedly Thoughtless and shameless Behaviour lacking Deserve a smacking Can't you see it again? I am my mother's savage daughter Whose hair is unkempt And wakes up late Room is untidy And grades are in nether Disappointing them with All cells of my existence Exterior alludes Of the trebuchets Hide the rotting within Pressing the keys Severing head of sanity I know I did a crime Jotting thoughts soo tough Connecting the dots is a mystery Logic runs in my dream valley I am my mother's dumb daughter ...

 When the winds sway Where the breeze lay In the sultry day Each time I feel It hits deeper and deeper Cracking open till I have none Were the temporary moments of joy Worth permanence of pain Longing, it's obsessing Pitter and patter Getting a rudder  Weakened and brittle Aimless you fly Brainless you love Winter dew is Summer's scorch I don't know now If it's my over thinking Or if it's the heart fluttering  Seeking that thou est lost Forever and ever Folks perchance it's Summertime sadness Everywhere where you go Your marks overarch And I grace your remains Call it my sanity Now I'm depravity

 Feelings that were pain Kneeling on the nigh Dying embers of flame Razing tactile mind Bleeding myself over Frustrated emotions Whining over mine Presumptive fine Loquacious me Dashing over to pine Call me a monster Call me a freak I know I am Tired of all Of this shit Craving something That hurts over me Stupidity is all Over me Forgetting is something I have never been Walking over sharp turniles Pain they say is Pleasure disguised Truth feels far behind