It's Suv!

 That's not my thought Well, boom, pick, swipe Punch, left, right, face Ideas that are not me Values of others Show to reflect Haunts of self whizzing Elders say this that Picking on my traipses Laughing over dim-bulbs Rushing of assignments A parade of glory Night is dreary Cave that hides The shine of plight Expectations miscalculations Hippety Bippety  Bop they roll Clinking on the fragile nose Menu served Is your usual choice This time too? Glory, fame, respect Sorry, it is out of stock As always as usual Your gerbil wants to Dash and run Rolling rotating in a wheel Whiskey level dizzy Teetotaler I am Should have been a drunkard Claiming that life is ballet When it ends with bullet

 If only and only, You were mine,  I wouldnt have  Done such a crime  For there perhaps  Lay such a glance  In another world  Where you and I  Were one and sole The link that bond us  Is no longer thine  Worse thoughts got  Better of mine  Doubts and trust  Broken inside  Squandered all my  Fears aside Sleep reminds me  Of mine A fate of shame And regret alike

 Pray it's my fault Condemn me in the hall Call me out at the night And start it all again All points towards you But you lie, dust off Claim I fabricated Push me in a lake and I die Push me in a lake and I die Your voice doesn't matter anyway Tendencies of harm I have got And I won't use it on me Let's see how long You keep on running Everything you do is A witness against you Silent girl is not silent Violence erupted From her mansion Others silence Is a sword against them

Wish I could remember forever Among the stars I see other The ghosts of past The skeletons of present Meddling with a shadow of my future Just stay once before we leave A ship that never sailed Doomed to never be Maybe it could be stretched I see my flaws  Ten thousand times bright Magnified in your absence A star studded fault of sky Never the usual again Pinch me hard and tell It was all my fault Screwing up what was best Now I wince for you Trust me once I'll make amends Is it too late for that? Sayonara but I  Don't want to say A bye to a memory